ambie

thedancersblog:

If you want something, don’t just sit around all day crying that you don’t have what you want.

Get your fucking ass off the ground and work for it. If you don’t have it even after you try, then you can moan and whine and do whatever you want. I’m so tired of people confronting me in person and whining to me about their problems. I can’t sympathize with you because what have you done? Nothing. Absolutely nothing.

That is all. :)

YES YES YES HALLELUJARRR

the urge to eat pistachio ice cream, but i am going to have 100 calorie yogurt instead. however i really shouldn’t have had those three oreos at 4 oclock….. WAHHHH. i keep on making progress. can’t wait until 3 months when my transformation is over. also did i mention…I NEED TO GRADUATE 

now about to go dance for four hours. yes physical activity. ate pretty healthy today too. :)

i was starving, but i resisted the urge to eat the pistachio ice cream in the freezer and i settled for jello. today for breakfast i ate a protein bar, lowfat and low cal yogurt, and water. for lunch i had low fat and low cal yogurt with hummus and pita, as well as water. for dinner i had pasta with this delicious vodka sauce and water.  when i came home i had jello. HOWEVER i will admit that i snacked on teddy grams when i got home. but hey baby steps. a lotttt better than the shit i was eating over spring break. TWENTY POUNDS HERE I COMEEE BIOTCH. 

i am reinventing my life, and loosing 20 pounds to symbolize my break from such a horrible four years of high school.  whenever i am feeling hungry i am going to blog about it on here and reblog pictures of models to motivate me. hahahahaha 

1. fordham 

2. u of arizona

3. nyu 

4. julliard

5. new world school of the arts 

6. point park 

7. southern methodist university 

I NEED 3 more to satisfy mommy :) 

specifically colleges with amazing dance programs that offer the opportunity to double majorrrrr. and have good financial aid. :D